My spiritual awakening first began in 2020. Unfortunately, I cannot say exactly when as I was not great about journaling during this time. A spiritual awakening is the beginning of a bigger awareness and consciousness outside of your ego. I can say for sure that it started with me noticing synchronicities. According to dictionary.com, a synchronicity is an apparently meaningful coincidence of two or more events that are considered to be casually related. For me, the synchronicities I was noticing centered around words or phrases. I would hear an unfamiliar or uncommon word on a podcast and later that day I would hear the same word on the radio or on a show. It was happening multiple times a day, several days a week.
During this time, it was also the height of the pandemic. Additionally, I was finishing my final year of my Bachelor’s degree and I was being dealing with alcoholism and depression. Not to mention the political unrest that was happening in the country. There was a lot going on! The grip alcohol had on me really hindered my spiritual growth. It was holding me back from any real growth. During this time, the political climate was a mess. I took in every piece of bad news there was. I had deleted some of my social media, but I was glued to other forms that were detrimental to my mental health. Even waking in the middle of the night to see what was happening in the nation. It was unhealthy to say the least. This unhealthy relationship with the news was also hindering any real spiritual growth.
It’s important to note that at this time in my life, I considered myself an atheist. I didn’t always feel this way. I grew up with a very religious mother and considered myself a Christian most of my life. It wasn’t until 2012-13 that I completely turned my back on my faith. So while I was experiencing these synchronicities, I didn’t associate them with anything having to do with spirituality or religion or some greater force in the universe. I just chalked it up to coincidence. It wouldn’t be until about a year or so into this journey that I realized there is no such thing as coincidence…
My journey of spiritual awakening continues, and new beginnings are happening all the time!
Rebecca