February 25, 2023
Life changing decisions can be hard. I have decided I am changing my life! Just last week, I found myself on another level of my journey of spiritual awakening. Already, it has had a profound effect on me. If you have ever had the feeling that you are stuck or at a dead end in your life, you know how helpless that can feel. It feels like there will never be forward motion in your life or that you will forever be stuck at a job you hate. Whatever the case may be for you, YOU have the power to change your circumstances! I am doing just that.
I have made the decision to change my circumstances. Decisions that will be life changing for me. For the past 6 years, I have worked in a job that feels unfulfilling to me. For 8 hours a day, I work in a windowless office that brings me no joy or contentment. And I know what you’re saying. “That’s life! That’s what it means to be an adult!” For a long time, I thought that too. I don’t just accept that as an answer anymore. I don’t believe that life is just about working at a mediocre job, only to barely scrape by on your bills and live for the weekend. I want more out of life than that. And I am the only person who can make that change happen.
What am I going to do, you ask? The answer is, and has been for quite some time is, “I don’t know.” I still tell people that I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up. I’m 42 now. You would think I have it figured out by now! For years now I have tried to figure it out. I even went back to school and got a bachelors degree. Since then, I haven’t changed jobs or even applied for a new job in the field of my degree. There are many reasons why I haven’t made a change to better my circumstances, but what it really boils down to is that they are all excuses.
I may not know exactly what I want to do for a living, but I do know exactly what I don’t want. I no longer want to work for anyone but myself. I want to pursue and make my own dreams happen, not someone else’s. I no longer want to waste my life away in an office where I can’t even see the outside. I want to be able to work on my own terms. I want to be available for my kids when they need me. I don’t want to spend my days doing work I feel no passion for. I don’t want to live life counting down the days to the weekend or having the “Sunday scaries”.
While I don’t have the answers to what I will do or how I will make it happen, I know that I have it within me to figure it out and make it a reality. I know that I am Divinely guided and that I am meant for more in this lifetime. I am taking small steps each day that will get me to where I want to be. Wherever that is! I hope this encourages you to make the choice to change the things in your own life that you are unhappy with. We are here for such a finite amount of time. Why not do the most you can to make the best of this life?
Enjoy the journey!
Rebecca